środa, 29 września 2010

dream 2010.09.29. Depleted well of obsolete


I still got this type of dreams which include cut-ups from very old polish movies from the 1970's or 1980's which include series of absurd events. This last one was connected with the most absurd movie I remember. It involved a story of a guy who was coming back from his lover living in a dinghy motel and had a car accident. It happened in the mountains and he got stuck for good trying to survive. The old east German ORWO film type was used for this one and the colours were really bleak.
The series of absurd happenings moved all the way round. Suddenly Kermit the Frog appeared and told us the tale of grave news: which was the grandmother of the stuck one was preparing a home made jam of plumes and prunes. What a pity! he had to wait until he got released and he got extremely hungry.
then the series of absurd collages followed on and it was really difficult to distinguish which ones follow which line of sense.
I alwyas tend to think that it was just some kind of recallibration process to adapt the mind to new patterns and explicitly express the erased ones as they needed strongly to be spoken out.

niedziela, 5 września 2010

Dream 2010.09.05.

I had a meeting with friends which was a very messy thing to do - hard to cope for me as I organised the party and tried hard to fix the things out.
Many people came to visit me not only as friends whom I welcomed and invited before but also many who were trying to do some business with me.
Then I had a flashback of myself travelling on the subway and meditating, It was a deja vu which I have many times on the subway...approaching slowly to the train coming and coming through the walls of the train without entering the door. I just mingle with the substance of the walls slowly transferring my body through it and then travelling sitting and meditating.
In the dream I contacted with a friend of mine who sent a very loud signals of sentences:
Heal your body and soul
I then passed on the message but contacted him in a dream and tried to talk which seemed pretty easy. The noise in the underground was very loud but despite this I had a very clear sense of whom I am speaking to and the feeling of the scent of my pal.
He told me a tale of his Dominican indian grandmother who, when in pain, laid down to sleep and in this way she evoked the spirits to give her the proper remedy for curing herself.
My pal advised me to get in touch with spirits and ask for that, as I was healing one of my patients.
I did that...the yellow phone started to ring and I answered it
The voice told me to follow the interstate dream connection...

This dream had a clear image of connections between one and other dream line. Very strong feeling

środa, 1 września 2010

Dream 2010.09.01.

I walk into the room which seems to be a very spacious place and slowly step by step I start to recognise it.
It is the cinema in my little hometown.
The story of it is very sad, as after a lively time during the whole time after the WW II in 1990 it ceased to exist after it got back by the Catholic Church estate. Until now it is completely ruined.
I enter this room and I see that the movie is set on, it seems dark and animpulsive burstout of a live action energy. It is Batman but none of the parts which were directed. First part of Batman was actually the last movie I had a chance to watch there.
The Batman movie I watch is completely different, close to life, Nolanesque a bit, but seems to me more of a Jim Jarmusch and Mike Leigh movie at the same time.
It feels as if the movie is affected by the viewer - as deeper I dwelve into my subcosciousness the more affected the clue and the action fo the movie seems to be.
I see some familiar people in the first two rows - these are no different than my pals from primary school, my friends, they also set their own movie stance...
I am the camera man, watching at the back, in the distance, slowly changing the reels until all sinks into a celluloid mist...